My Name is mom 27 From Alpena MI, ihave already A 4 year old daughter who is starting head start first time. I recently found out I was preg. I am not ready to be a mom again I have no job although i have been looking. My b/f of 3 1/2 years is a truck driver over the road alot.
my family does not know what im going through they do not like my b/f fro many reasons . i have let my family down before and this time really down . im scared worried freaking out i don't know what to do where to get help. yes my man makes good money but that is if they make he run or not.
I wish i can just come out and tell my family i amean im 27 years old. my momandi are best friends and when ever she calls its like i just want to say it. but i know it will hurt her and disapoint my family. i can't just get rid of it nor cani hide it. its not lik im 16 and its easier way. im an adult and my dad is a christian he needs to undwerstand and just accepte it, i know i did worng, did not think again, or did and just thoguht hey i ahve not gotten pregin a while so why not try it, im not asking for help im just on here to vent my friends know but thats it. no one else does. im living in a house owned by the shelter andim moving in 5 months they don't even know either . im stuck really i don't know what to do . my friend says it to late be a woman and deal with the baby. you ill be alright and she asked me "what would jesus do"? i said he woudl love it and keep it. but im justreally scared i think because no one knows and if they did oh man! they will disown me . well i just wanted to write and get things off my shoulder.
Thank You. mom27
